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I need a dress and shoes for my friends weddings next month and I still can’t decide, what style colour I will get and where will I get it from here!!!!

I can’t wear too much sexy or revealing either or else the brides to be will kick me out he he he… I really need some help now! And I need to do some shopping this weekend!!!

Right this dress (alyssa milano) looks good for me, but I think the cut in chest or breast is way too much for my tits he he he…

This Yellow polka dot dress 60’s style I think?? Anyway, I like this one as well, not to revealing for my tits just my legs, I guess the brides and my friends will like this one for me he he he.. I wonder if they have other colour or if this colour will be fine for the wedding… Yellow always makes us beautiful and lovely anyway… Hrmmm.. Definitely need to go shopping this weekend for a dress!!!!

Oh I love this red bubble dress, can I wear red in a weddings? I never try to wear red dress so I dunno if suits me but I really like to try this one on as well he he he….

Ok can somebody tell me what colour is this? Lol… Anyway this one looks good as well, showin some curves, I wonder if I could have it in avocado green he he he…. Or Orange? How about Grey? Too Dull…

Gold Dress, looks interesting, wonder if I would look good in gold dress…

  I like pink dress, but of course it depends what shade of pink…

I really need to find a dress soon, I don’t have time to do shopping back in Manila for a dress so was thinkin to get it from here… Darn…

Why when you need dress you can’t find one you really fancy but when you don’t need them, they are everywhere….

Why you have to call, email, and tell me you want me back, when you already know that its over… There’s no point of coming back, or asking me back…

You will fight for me? Why because you just realise how much you need or love me?

You lost / miss your chances many times, you never take care of me or love me…

I already move on, and accept everything… Why don’t you accept that? You not making it easier for yourself and for me now…

Can you not be happy for me or us? It’s not goin to be the same like before…

I had enough of this… It’s already past now… and should be stay in our past, and what we can do is learn from our mistake and accept what happen…

I’m happy now, not because I have someone new in my life again but, I learn from that big mistake and Im pretty sure it will never happen again to me…

I was with my friend mariyah last night at Hagen daz Al diyafah and her two cousin came around didn’t see them for ages and what compliment I got.. That I’m FAT… You hear me right!!! They told me that (sob) (sob)

This is not happening!!!!!!!!!!!

Time to go back to the GYM!!!

next month will be back in fitness first and get fit again…

Can’t pose for my friend again if I’m fat….

I’m not going to Hagen daz anymore, no sweets, no alcohol drinks either…

Only WATER!!!!!!! Fruits!!!!! Veggies!!!!!!!!!!! and of course I need to have meats once in awhile..

Self discipline I can do this I know!!!!

To  you Liezel thanks for that bloody compliment, next time you see me you will be surprise he he he

 ”I can’t think now, I’m so tired and I’m emotionally destroyed”, that’s the SMS I receive from someone who really cares about me and I care about now…

I met this person, and we already click, we become friends, go out, have a laugh, meet the family and friends, I feel safe, happy, around this person… But then again, something change that… Too hard to fit in to the crowd that you know you’re not welcome at all, but since you care and you like each other and having a good laugh together you ignore that, because you are different to them and if they don’t like you around then pretend to be not around just look at the person you care and smile…

But, they keep on trying to ruin the good relationship we have, and that’s what irriates us…

Maybe I should back off, maybe I should stay away, I don’t want to cause to much trouble, Im the outsider…

But it’s not that easy, it’s like you have this favourite toy that you really like, care, and love and then all of sudden someone took it away from you… I bet like me you will cry, you lose your best toy, best friend…

I really want that back, but I can’t not now, but hopefully soon…

If not, maybe someday, somewhere, we meet again, and this time around I’ll make sure I will fight for it…

I’m not happy…

It’s quite depressin…

It’s annoyin…

 After a short Xmas holiday with my family back home in manila, I must say I enjoy it and spend alot ha ha ha but it’s ok….

I don’t want to have a New Year’s Resolution ‘coz I’m not good on it he he he…. But, I’m good on changing he he he… So will see how far I can go now… 2006 was a blast can’t wait to explore what’s 2007 for is…

2006… Good times and Bad times but its always like that… another year to keep he he he….

1 week away from dubai, kinda relaxing… Away from work, away from everything… Never had a chance to travel with my cousin which is fun really.. We’ve been to Taksim, Istanbul, Turkey for 2 nights go around Istanbul, loads of adventure… Then flew to another place in Antalya, this place will be nice if we had a chance to mingle with people around there, unfortunately they don’t speak english, a club called Robinson Club Camyuva that cater for German people… But I must admit I really had fun and enjoy the trip… Next stop Sydney looking forward on that since goin to see my cousins there and my friends as well…

Once in a while its nice to catch up with your girl friends just for a cup of mocha latte or cafe latte just to sit down, relax, talk about new ideas, new found career, new found freedom and etc. etc. etc…

When was the last time you sit with your girlfriends and have a girl talk? I bet its been a long time… Really have a good time last night with my girl friends, share some thoughts, at least I know I have them around, not all the time but for a good quality time they will be there to lend their ears and shoulder to listen to your dramas and wackiest ideas…

To you Mariyah and Maeyo, thanks for last night, really had a great time… You can’t buy in any store a time like that with friends..

I think I’ve been out too much lately… I know it’s not good at all… I’ll sober up soon…

Last night was good fun actually, but WINE blimey please, please I’m begging you please no more WINE ha ha ha ha…

Next month I will make a vow, I will not drink (yeah right) unless there is a good reason why I need a alcohol drink…

I want my bed now….

But need to work…

Actually, why am I doing this? I should do some work in it? he he he he

In one single moment your whole life can turn ‘round

You should never get tired to try new things in life, new look, new career, new found friend, new love….. You have to test yourself how clever, strong and tough are yeah… Never worry to get hurt again, but this time in a new feeling in a new direction in a different way…

I had enough of sulking har har har… why should I if someone out there make you feel special, make you feel loved this time, that someone same as you just keep on trying and also looking around..  Why not give it a try… I still remember what sissy told me, stop looking so far you never know he might be sitting next to you, you just never notice it… So now, i’ll just sit in here and wait for next chapter of my life….

Lemme just enjoy this moment… I’m smiling, I’m happy, maybe because someone makes me smile hahahahah…